I feel stupidly overwhelmed. I feel like I am out of control. I’m afraid to speak up. I don’t like stirring the water and seeing the sediment rise. I’m tired of lying here feeling worthless. But what am I to do? There is so much going for me but I feel as though I can’t utilize any of it. I feel like all the plans I’ve made, or the ones that’ve been made for me are just a waste of money. I don’t want to go. I don’t want to tell the truth to the manipulated about the master manipulator. I feel like a shitty mom because I don’t have a job. One income isn’t enough. I feel like a shitty person because of what I think about people, but others agree with me. My house is a mess. I feel too shitty to clean. When left alone with my thoughts I toy with the idea that I’d be better off not existing. Then I decide no, I need to be here for my daughter. I’m happy in short bursts. I feel hate for a close relative. How am I to tell others? What would I say? I know what they would say. That I’m over reacting. I am not. There are few things that I can justify in my mind now a days, and THAT is one. I want my own house, for my own things. I want to go to realty school, but I can’t afford. And FORGET a tax return THAT is fucking out of the question. I have come to the conclusion that I will never get what I want out of life and that I might as well suck it up and lie down. Get a job that I hate, just to barely make ends meet. Work that until I die. Leave nothing behind for my family except the fact that I existed and never lived.

speakslow13:

Captain Labonté secured the win for Team Red with this face off performance.

krxs10:

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

PLEASE WATCH THIS

a kid was just choked out by the NYPD at the Eric Garner “I can’t breathe” protest happening RIGHT NOW. 

REBLOG THIS PLEASE.SPREAD THIS EVERYWHERE. PUT THIS ON THE NEWS!

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missivesfromghosts:

Tonight the NYPD tricked protesters into helping them by driving empty ambulances through the crowd. We thought they were transporting real sick people and let them through. Instead they were there to corrall us and to get supplies through to the NYPD. The moment the…

This so fucking disgusting.

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1nd2rd3st:

ridge:

do you ever pretend like you didn’t see something so the other person doesn’t feel embarrassed 

750,324 people whose mama taught them right

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purplebabybirds:

Looking for a little help with Christmas. It’s my daughter’s first, and we can’t afford to get her really anything. I have a lot of practical things on her list, along with some toys. I would really appreciate any help! 

Please heart and reblog if you can’t help, I appreciate any help, any gift I receive I will mail you a personal thank-you in the form of a Christmas card. :) (and I will post pictures of her with gifts on Christmas mourning!!)

Thanks to anyone for helping make Amelia’s first Christmas a special one!

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resurrectasuka:

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purplebabybirds:

Looking for a little help with Christmas. It’s my daughter’s first, and we can’t afford to get her really anything. I have a lot of practical things on her list, along with some toys. I would really appreciate any help! 

Please heart and reblog if you can’t help, I appreciate any help, any gift I receive I will mail you a personal thank-you in the form of a Christmas card. :) (and I will post pictures of her with gifts on Christmas mourning!!)

Thanks to anyone for helping make Amelia’s first Christmas a special one!

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whynonaryder:

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notsocolourblind:

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hiroshimalated:

Please keep this circulating. Cops are getting more and more brazen, know your rights!

good to know

Reblogging every time this goes past

I had to learn my rights the hard way…read this, study it, memorize it, this is insanely valuable information.

SO IMPORTANT

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alrights:

Micro-photography of individual snowflakes by Alexey Kljatov

fuckin WOW

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purplebabybirds:

Looking for a little help with Christmas. It’s my daughter’s first, and we can’t afford to get her really anything. I have a lot of practical things on her list, along with some toys. I would really appreciate any help! 

Please heart and reblog if you can’t help, I appreciate any help, any gift I receive I will mail you a personal thank-you in the form of a Christmas card. :) (and I will post pictures of her with gifts on Christmas mourning!!)

Thanks to anyone for helping make Amelia’s first Christmas a special one!

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micdotcom:

3 years after this police force mandated body cameras, here’s what happened to brutality 

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lieutenantbites:

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sasukeapologist:

this is the most intense dox i have ever seen in my life

i dont know why my original post of this has disappeared but: do not use these credit card numbers for credit card fraud, tor is not a secure browser and anyone you…

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